Hello, I did not know about this forum until just recent. I'm a huge video gamer, and have traveled a lot. I used to believe, but I am losing my sense of track, is there a way I am able to gain it back?
Welcom, just working on your basics, like meditation, should help, though it may never be like it was before, it will open up new possibilities for growth within you
All the great masters of their art, from DaVinci to Einstein to Nostradamus, knew one great secret, well not a secret really just a fundamental truth. We can always learn more from the basics, no matter how great we become. Einstein, up to his death, still practiced basic math (even as simple as 1+1), and Nostradamus, one of the greates Seers of all time, and one of the greates masters of his art, still practiced meditation, and he would still be considered to be one of the greatest historicaly recorded magic users in the past few centuries (remember Merlin was a fictional character loosly based on the wild prophet Myrrden, for thow who would bring him up)
I understand, Einstein was a very knowledgeable person. He worked his buns off to accomplish the things that he invented. Regrettably, he never studied meditation, he overworked himself, and that what caused his death from an Aneurism.
If he practiced meditation I am sure he would have pro-longed his lifespan though. It does help your problems if you are able to relax, but even my entertainment or provenance time doesn't relax myself any longer from the time I have alone.
Welcome to the forums! Glad to see another video gamer. :P If you're having some doubts, why not explore your own personal beliefs a bit? I think it's good to set some time aside to look into different practices and beliefs and figure out where exactly you stand. Exposing yourself to something new can be beneficial. Even taking a break for a bit might help out.