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XxAuyamixX
Name: XxAuyamixX
Location: east bend
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Tue, 09 Feb 2010
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hello there my name is ashley, but i would rather go by auyami if you dont mind now, i havnt practiced in along time, mainly because of the consequences of my actions, i really dont kno what all i am capable of.. i do know that with concentration i can control things, such as my crystal and manipulate it into moving the way i want it to move. thats my method of trying to calm myself down, because when my temper gets too bad my inner demons come out. well one mainly, her name is marie. i do everything i can to keep her from coming out, because the more she comes out, the more evil i want to do. and it scares me because im a good person at heart, i just struggle alot. i also am able to manipulate storms, and fire. but i dont do those things on purpose, it just seems to happen when im either really angry or really upset. as i said, i have no control over the things i do... so i still have no idea what i am capable of, but if i am anything like the women in this family... then i can do alot if i just practice i already have the "gift" of seeing... i call it a curse, because the things i see.. well.. lets just say i would rather not see them everywhere i go.. or have them try to mess with my head.. the women in this family seem to think that the things are trying to get me out of the way because i pose a threat to them, but i honestly have no idea what is going on here so pretty much i am on this site out of pure interest, to meet people who can maybe help explain what is happening with me.. and to of course learn things that can help me thank you for your time.