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Lmao I hate you TOO... smh you really need to grow up my dude

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I am taken by the best girl. She choose me and not you

And when I got on one knee, she said yes to that too

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The good times are gone,

and the nights are long,

I feel like i'm always doing something wrong,

I've always done my best to just make it along,

but now it just seems like i'm too far gone

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I know the person in the mirror is not a perfect one,

I look at him everyday and think he's not enough,

My lifes a book that I don't really like to open up,

I'm 17 but I feel like I live in chapter 1. -NF (Edited)

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I'm paralyzed

I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die

And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago

But it's still alive

And it's taking over me where am I?

I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside

But I feel nothing, I wonder why

And on the race of life time passes by

Look

I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets

Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em

I just watch 'em

I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it

I'm at the bottom and I don?t know what the problem is

I'm in a box

But I?m the one who locked me in

Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen. -NF

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It's so hard... when you meet and get attached to someone who's been through all of the same things that you have... and you see it eating them alive... because they push you away day in and day out... they've been through so much and they blame themselves for it... it's crushing... you try to give them your all.. but they don't believe you when you say you want to... they're scared to trust because they've been hurt so much... and this whole time... all you are wanting to do is give them your all and show that everything is gonna be ok.... and that your there for them... yet they still get scared... and they still push you away... when in all reality... they don't understand that you've been through the same thing... that your just as hurt as they are.. your just hiding it all... you put on a mask and you support them as much as you possibly can...because you don't want them to continue hurting in the ways that you do... your willing to do anything for these people... because you don't want them to be those people... you don't want them to be the you that they don't see.... because you hurt everyday because your that person... so you fight for them... and you give every ounce of strength you have to them... why?... so that you can avoid them becoming the person that you are... so that they can live the life that you wanted... but most importantly... so you both can move on to big and better things... It's possible but it seems so far away... it seems like a shot in the dark... you try and tell them that you aren't like everyone else... but they're so scarred that everyone seems the same... It's crushing when they don't want to give you a chance to show that you are different... that you care... that you only want the best for them... but they've been treated so badly and they've been so hurt that they don't think they deserve it... when in all reality they deserve so much more... they deserve to live the rest of there lives worry free and your trying so hard to give them that... but they push you away... i've been learning a lot lately... and what i've learned is that you can help someone get better... it is possible to be fixed... you just have to let them... the worst thing you can possibly do is dwell on the past... I have such a bad habit of doing this...and it's eating me alive... it's gotten to the point where i'm angry all the time because I can't figure out whhy these things have happened... and constantly blamed myself for them happening... i hate being this way... I want things to be different... and i'm trying hard to make them different... I just need patience... and a little bit of trust... and it'll happen...


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