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SpiritGlitch's Profile

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Name: SpiritGlitch
Birthday: Jun 1
Location: In Cyberspace
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Thu, 29 Sep 2016
Membership: Member

Personal Bio
?No, you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No, you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life? Hello,My name is Samantha.I am anti-social and a big geek.I can be very shy so sorry for that.I am emo. Enjoy some quotes and poems ?Hush little baby, Dont you cry, Dont cut your arms, Dont say goodbye. Put down that razor, Put down that light, It maybe hard but, You'll win this fight.? ?Oh God just look at me now... one night opens words and utters pain... I cannot begin to explain to you... this... I am not here. This is not happening. Oh wait, it is, isn't it? I am a ghost. I am not here, not really. You see skin and cuts and frailty...these are symptoms, you known, of a ghost. An unclear image with unclear thoughts whispering vague things... If I told you what was really in my head, you''d never let me leave this place. And I have no desire to spend time in hell while I'm still, in theory, alive.? This is not a poem about a rose Nor a poem, about diligence and beauty Today, I sit and stare at the walls Walls, that bare the complexity of life Every breath, every tear I shed in my room Set out to pollinate every seed, every bud- Life once - was the perfection of everything Now, water drops as I drown in my sentiments --- Sentiments that no longer hold meaning I feel so empty now that you are gone. This is not a poem about a rose, Rather, it may be, I write about death Death is a man with no face A man who sits every night Patiently, he sits on the edge of everything Waiting and waiting, For the thorn to prick the stem of who I am, Who I used to be, in hopes I end the suffering Every night he sits on the bedside Watching and waiting As I gaze deep into the dark watery walls I lose the strength and resilience in my eyes. Creating a dormancy, that shuts out the light In a place where darkness prunes itself another day There and only there, I draw the silhouettes where life once bloomed The echoes of my heart still call out your name A name that no longer exists by my side Slowly, the musk withers into the air In remembrance, you were once here Perfection Gone, ~And a rose is just a rose~ I sit alone in the dark In the dark I sit alone Nobody sees me I see nobody Flowers, above My eyes have darkened to a color never seen before Forever closed! It Rains! It Rains! In this room, I've drowned too many times I remember cascades of water under my eyes My satin sheets wrinkle and cold I die and die every night No one sees the pain that kills me every day Wounds that reach 6 feet deep Lucid demons Bleeding wrist Scary dreams My mind is screaming --- Incomplete' Torn' Broken- Is how I live I'm alone- No one's around. My body's like a coffin Stiff in my own home. Her paintbrush is a razor, Her canvas, her wrists, "I deserve the pain." She shrugs and insists. One day the brush will push down, And it will cut so deep, That this girl will fall into an eternal sleep. She doesn't remember how she started What brought her interest to this, How do you discover, that cutting is your form of bliss? No one would have guessed that she does it. No one would have considered this one. This girl is forever fighting a battle, that she thinks the demons have won. Her artwork is all over her, Her beauty is on her thighs, and if you look in her old trash, you'll find her letters of goodbye. Her masterpiece is quite disturbing, Her masterpiece is a little gory, Her artwork is her escape. Let me tell you her story. She compares herself to every person, She is compared to each girl. She thinks she's hideous, And there's this boy that is her world. She was bullied and picked on, She was teased from head to toe, Hard to believe that her best friend, was her one and only foe. Then later she disliked every little thing, Her body, face and even her mind, Soon she saw she was a failure, and it was just in due time... That this girl couldn't take it anymore She'd decided she was done living this, So one day she went home and decided to end it. Everyday for multiple days, This girl would try to drown, Hard to believe this girl at school, never ever wore a frown. Sometimes she'd just fall asleep crying, Praying that she'd be enough, Because she didn't want to leave her family. She knew about their sweet love. This girl found hope in small things eventually, She soon would see this beautiful light, and find a REAL best friend, that helped her put up a fight. Her masterpiece soon was leaving, Her artwork was almost faded, and it gave her a sick feeling, the feeling of being jaded. She found a boy that actually loved her, And showed her love exists, And this boy too had a masterpiece, placed close to his wrists. He related to her and she related to him. She kissed his artwork and said he's not alone, When she cut herself it hurt him, Her masterpiece now wasn't just her own. Her masterpiece effected others, Her artwork wasn't just for herself, She now had people, who saw her cries for help. And then her family found out, So then they saw the art too, to them they were just scars, To her they were the truth. She's trying to be okay now, She thinks she might survive, Even though they didn't think to take away the knives. Have A Beautiful Day