Phoenix8778's Profile

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Name: Phoenix8778
Location: No where that would interest you
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Mon, 11 Jan 2016
Membership: Member

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Hello, my name is Venenum Serpentis Morsu ("The venom of the snake bite" in Latin). Let's get first things first, I hate people, but I love affection. Weird yes, but I feel that socialising and "getting to know" people is just not my thing. But I love hugs and whatnots. So okay that's done with. Somethings you should know about me ---------------------------------------- Name: Venenum Serpentis Morsu Age: 15 Gender: Female Sexuality: Bisexual (yes yes I'm bisexual okay?) Single or Taken: Single (Don't try people I like friends but I don't like flirters.) Birthday: 29 October 2000 ----------------------------------------- Favorite color: Dark purple and Maroon. Favourite animals (including magickal): Phoenix, Wolves, Griffins, Panthers, Basilisks, Snakes and Dragons. Favorite genre of music: Pop and Hip Hop. Favorite genre of books: Humor, Fantasy and Adventure. Favorite genre of movies: Humor ------------------------------------------ Hobbies: Reading, Drawing, Listening to music, Singing, Dancing. Secrets about my hobbies: ~~I literally can devour more than 7 books in a day, but unfortunately I was specially limited to only 2 books per week. *sigh* ~~I draw a lot of anime because that's what I love so... ~~Listening to music is my way of blocking the world out. ~~I think I'm awful at singing so I usually do it alone in my room or when I think nobodies listening. ~~I actually love dancing and I find it frees me. But I get embarrassed easily so I usually go crazy in my room alone. Everyone thinks I hate dancing but I actually love it. ---------------------------------------- I'm not that good at magic and I would really appreciate a mentor to guide me. I'm an eager student (at least thats what all my teachers tell me) and I love to read about all types of things so any reading material you give me would be good. me, behave? Seriously? As a child I saw Tarzan almost naked, Cinderella arrived home after midnight, Pinocchio told lies, Aladdin was a thief, Batman drove over 200 miles an hour, Snow White lived in a house with 7 men, Popeye smoked a pipe and had tattoos, Pac Man ran around to digital music while eating pills that enhanced his performance, and Shaggy and Scooby were mystery solving hippies that always had the munchies. The fault is not mine! If you had this childhood and loved it, re-post! ( ) Smoked a cigarette (X) Drank so much you threw up (X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) Been arrested ( ) Gone on a blind date (X) Skipped school ( ) Seen someone die ( ) Been to Canada ( ) Been to Florida ( ) Been to Mexico (X) Been on a plane (X) Been lost (X) Been on the opposite side of the country ( ) Gone to Washington , DC (X) Swam in the ocean (X) Felt like dying.... (x) Cried yourself to sleep (X) Played cops and robbers ( ) Recently colored with crayons (x) paid for a meal with only coins? (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? (X) Made prank phone calls (X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue (x) Danced in the rain (x) Written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe (X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about (X) Blown bubbles ( ) Made a bonfire on the beach (X) Crashed a party (X) Gone roller-skating (x) Gone Ice-skating ( ) started a mosh pit (X) own a knife ( ) own a gun ( ) ran away for more then a day ( ) got in a fight and lost (X) got in a fight a won ( ) gone to court ( ) gone to jail (X) love some one (X) hate some one (X) thinks some ones hates you ( ) is straight ( ) is gay ( ) is lez (X) is bi ( ) is pan (X) works out,sometimes ( ) has a tattoo (X) has ever been in boot camp ( ) loves life (X) wants to die but not kill them self when stressed or sad (X) wants to kill them self ( ) has cut themself ( ) likes to cut ( ) loves to cut (X) never cut themself (X) low self esteem (X) is a drama king/queen (X) doesn't care what people think () cares what people think (X) has more than 1 friend ( ) been kissed in the rain (X) has a pet dog ( ) has a pet cat Aura Color: Black Your aura is black. Black is said to represent drama and chaos. Black auras indicate people who dominantly overreact often and feel lots of different emotion all at once. People are often frustrated by their lack of ability to control themselves. Black auras are quick to react to anything presented in life and often are confused by all the emotions they feel. You're very sensitive but tend to hide behind a bold or apathetic face to protect yourself. People with black auras are said to live risky, unpredictable lives with something going on at all times... up until their very last moment. Most compatible with blue and white auras. Oh yes one more thing! If you are like one of those depressed people ok? Please stop that! Stop going around the website and going like "Heyy i'm so depressed pay attention to me because I want to stop being depressed..." Just no! Ok NO! N and the O no! Not to sound blunt or rude or anything, but come ooonnnn!!!! Real depressed people don't go around a, might I remind you, WEBSITE and say "Hi! I want to kill myself because I'm depressed!" No! Don't do that to me! Ok? Cause I feel guilty easily and right now I feel like tearing this whole keyboard out for what I'm writing, but I have to say this! Go and tell someone how you feel! Get! I repeat for ONE TIME ONLY! Get a COUNSELOR! Say it with me! Coun-sel-or!!!!! Unless you really do seek comfort I'll be there to help you! But before you mail me please think is counseling, comfort and advice is what you really want? Or do you want attention because you feel as though you have no idea what you're doing? Because if the second answer is the case then you can go to another friend! Cause I ain't doing that no more! 95% of teens would freak out if they saw Justin Bieber on a 247' building ready to jump off. Copy and paste this in your profile if you are one of the 5% that would bring a bucket of popcorn, a chair, a video camera and yell ''JUMP!'' 95% of teens would freak out if they saw Miley Cyrus or the Jonas brothers on a 247' building ready to jump off. Copy and paste this in your profile if you are one of the 5% that would bring a bucket of popcorn, a chair, a video camera and yell ???JUMP!??? -7H15 M355AG3 53RV3R 70 PR0V3 H0W 0UR M1ND5 C4N D0 4M4Z1NG 7H1NG5! 1MMPR3SIVE 7HINGS! 1N 7HE B3G1N1ING 17 W4S H4RD BU7 N0W, 0N 7HIS L1N3, Y0UR M1ND 1S R34D1NG I7 4U7OM47IC4LLY W1THOUT 3V3N 7HINKING 4B0UT I7, B3 PR0UD! ONLY C3R741N P30PL3 C4N R34D 7HIS. 1F Y0U C4N R34D 7HIS, P0S7 17 0N Y0UR PROFILE !Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. Youre just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up. Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go intodepression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried?your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care The boy you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin. The boy you called lame. He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day. She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat. She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars. He fought for his country. The boy you made fun of for crying. His mother is dying. You think you know them. Guess what? You don't! Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't, but repost this if you're that 1% that has a heart *Put this on your profile if you agree* FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs. REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying ''Dang we really messed up, but that sure was fun!'' FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you. FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it?s yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say ''I'M HOME!'' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world. REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better! FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours. REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out. FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this. REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it You know for all those people out there with their hearts broken. Don't be broken hearted. Because the guys who have had you are lucky people and they just don't know it. The guys that have you are even more lucky because you are a beautiful flower in a desert of thorns. The guys who are going to have you are even more lucky then the other 2 because by the time you reach the future you are going to be the center of attention. You'll be loved with a family, children and a nice house with a fantastic job. Your life may not be pretty now, but look into the future. Look envision what your life will be like if you continue living, if you TRY. You can try to be better try to live try to be the best. And if you are not the best then so what? Who cares? Certainly not the ones who love you! The ones that truly matter are the ones you should concentrate on. This comes from personal experience. So many times my heart was smashed into little pieces...where could I go from here? I already fell down...down down down into the deep pit called life. I realized...hey! What am I still doing here? The only way to go now is to go back up! And here I am. A proud and very happy girl, who knows where she wants to go and doesn't really care about relationships! I may be young but don't judge me by my age, I am more then mature enough to handle things, I am more then mature enough to help. If I can have this much to say how about you? What's your story?