lifeless's Profile

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Name: lifeless
Location: In the depth's of your child hood
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Thu, 14 Oct 2021
Membership: Contributor

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i try to think of all the people i look up to
or growing up who would i be
now the twisted part
whered all my idols end up
they all passed away
passed away

I am the one who failed at life.
A man who does nothing but dream should dream forever.
My name is lifeless i have a thirst
for blood so you may call me a vampire
if needed i use swords and chains
i have been trained by the shadow so i am skilled.
Honestly i just want to die a horrible death
i dont want to be here anymore
i want to be dead and away from this place.
I am a horrible person
but some people seem to like me dont know why.
I feel so empty all the time.

But when the high comes crashing down where will I be found
I'll be underground burning away
And when the high comes crashing down where will I be found
I'll be underground burning away
I guess all I'd say is that...
Well why apologize I plead for no forgiveness
I'm goin' straight to hell and I deserve their business
Its useless don't know why I have this illness in me
This killness in me I always knew that to hell they'd send me
Every day was a nightmare only all very real

Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be.
I never had the chance to thank you... For Ripping Out My Heart!
Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be.
I never got the chance to say...
Dont wanna be your tourniquet, for minor lacerations!
Dont wanna be your Romeo cause your no Juliet!
(You always did know... Just what to say

I ain't scared of dyin
Death I've been there
The pine box for many years
My return ain't bull ain't no reincarnation
Get lost in translation

my friend he was a priest cold blooded hes dead
Never seen a bluer sky
Yeah I can feel it reaching out
And moving closer
There's something about blue
Asked myself what it's all for
You know the funny thing about it
I couldn't answer
No I couldn't answer
Things have turned a deeper shade of blue
And images that might be real
May be illusion
Keep flashing off and on
Wanna be free
Gonna be free
And move among the stars
You know they really aren't so far
Feels so free
Gotta know free
Don't wake me from the dream
It's really everything it seemed
I'm so free
No black and white in the blue
Everything is clearer now
Life is just a dream you know
That's never ending
I'm ascending...

Do you ever wonder what it is like to be slowly dying
standing in front of the mirror cutting yourself crying
thinking why you are here and why you are like this
knowing that no one cares about you they don't give a piss
i feel this everyday but i am still here for some reason
i don't know why i am still breathing
i lost my love once again but this time i don't care
i thought the pain i could not bare
but i still cut my arms
telling myself i will cause no harm
i will start to slowly die
every night i seem to cry
i wonder why you left
and that you wanted my last breathe
you left me so wrong
but time has passed it seems so long
i still love you but i found someone
you hated me and i was torn
but my new found love really wants me
i don't know why i cannot see
just want you to know that i could never hate you
you left but your my friend nothing i can do

Blood Stains these veins and the way that I can only explain is it insane
The world's gonna celebrate when I hang
How can I change my life when all I have is pain
Inside of me for all to see
I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again
Outside of me for all to see
I'm beside myself and I don't understand
I need some time to breathe and
Wake up from my master plan
I don't fit in
but I'm sure in no time I'll be on your shit list
then you'll..
It's a shame to be hated on so angrily
And all these people who came to see the demise of me
And the disguise we in analysing me to the sight of me
When I live in society, with all these people we call friends
And when the hook-up's gone it all ends, so we sit there alone and pretend
Holy water feels like torture fallin on my head
Demons whisper in my ear don't worry son your almost dead
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Must we hide from everyone
My fear is fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive

Your eyes
They flow
From all the pain I caused
I lost my cause
I only broke your heart
Alone I cry
I tried so hard to break you
I love you
I hate you
Why wont you let me go?

All the smiles you've had to fake
And all the shit you've had to take
Just to meet us here again
I never have the things to say
To make it all just go away
To make it all just disappear
I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you

burning in hell but dont deserve to be

If you're reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world
To convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that
Don't you start your tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cry
Never think bad to me
What's done is done and that's the way it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say your prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers
To get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone And outta sight
Never worry about me
I'm alright
You only saw the outside
Never knew what I was feeling
Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling
But you don't see me no more
You can fill your heart with memories
And things from before
But everybody got a purpose in life
To survive when the sunrise
You gonna live to see another day
Just don't follow me and live your life your own way
I'll be in set and if you forget
Get the picture with the cord around my neck
See me underground and I'm stuck
But it's cool that's where I wanna be
Keep the drama in hand but outta sight
And know that
I'ma be alright
give up my soul to hell and tell heaven i did my best
They all are so far behind. We're so ahead of our time. Follow our leader to the spiral.
Everyday when I wake up
All I really wanna do is die
And go to the next phase
Ground up flesh is consumed
Can you keep a secret i hear whispers in my ears.I do as they tell me keep it secret.
Black sand flouting in the sky.
Running through the fire the devil will follow me.

my hearts cold
my bodies weak
i have been told
yet i can not speak
the pain within kills
while i slowly die
i don't cut for thrills
as time passes by
im not pained
that im without love
theres nothing to be gained
as i drift above
i wont to die slow
as i see her face
i still wont to go
to get away from this place
It ain't no place to be, trust me
And why is that you ask
Ain't no lights at the end
There's only darkness on my path
Tortured souls fill the realm I call home
Without the Reaper's guidance
To lead them out the dead zone
It's plain and clear
Don't spend eternity here
With others like them
Who took their own life out of fear
Why couldn't they just see that everybody's got a time?
Let the Reaper do his job, man
He's doing just fine.
That's me,
the one you see awaken in dreams
Saint or sinner,
the message is embedded in the mixture
Hungry as they might come
Raised from the dirt and scum
and programmed to be no one
So many times i sit and ask myself why are u afraid to die.
What is this fear that blinds u
Is it the thought of uncontrollable pain or
Suffocating loss of oxygen to your brain
Is it the people u have in your heart
The ones closest by your side when your soul departs
Its just a question that haunts mankind
Where am i going? Is there an afterlife
I sit and think about it and my blood runs cold
The mysteries of life and all the stories untold
Why we here? Where we going? Why do I exist?
Is there a point or any answer to all of this?
Will my spirit walk restless amongst the grave?
Haunting generations in a vile of rage
Or will my body just rot for maggot feast?
Gnawing on my bones while i rest in peace

shadowblades(like a brother)
lowlifeloser(close friend)
chaos(good friend)
White Rose(friend)
shadowmark(good friend)
jessluv(close friend)
predator_350(funny guy)
Nash(awesome guy)
if anyone is forgotten ask.... if you cross any of my friends you cross me and i will hurt you i dont care who you are