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vampire9999
Name: vampire9999
Location: franklin kentuky
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Sun, 20 Mar 2016
Membership: Member


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my name is sam some times i see the future no joke Element- Spirit animal- Guardians-mother lilith Influences- Horoscope- Abilities-foresight Blue=I want a second chance Yellow=you're cute Green=I want a kiss Purple=I will die for you Red=I want you to kiss me Pink=let's cuddle Orange=I owe you a kiss Black=I want a hug Rainbow=I want you in my bed White=I'm crushing on you Brown=I love you Blood red=come to the back room with me ;) Crimson=die Turquoise=I don't like you Aqua=I hate you Gold=let's be friend Silver=you're my enemy Periwinkle=(note: if you pick this color you pick what goes here) Grey=I think I'm falling in love Mystery=what I want is you THIS MESSAGE SERVER T0 PROVE H0W 0UR MINDS CAN D0 AMAZING THINGS! IMMPRESIVE THINGS! IN THE BEGINING IT WAS HARD BUT N0W, 0N THIS LINE, Y0UR MIND IS READING IT AUTOMATICALLY WITHOUT EVEN THINKING AB0UT IT, BE PR0UD! ONLY CERTEIN PE0PLE CAN READ THIS. IF Y0U CAN READ THIS, P0ST IT 0N Y0UR PR0FILE! ORIGANAL 7H15 M355AG3 53RV3R 70 PR0V3 H0W 0UR M1ND5 C4N D0 4M4Z1NG 7H1NG5! 1MMPR3SIVE 7HINGS! 1N 7HE B3G1N1ING 17 W4S H4RD BU7 N0W, 0N 7HIS L1N3, Y0UR M1ND 1S R34D1NG I7 4U7OM47IC4LLY W1THOUT 3V3N 7HINKING 4B0UT I7, B3 PR0UD! ONLY C3R741N P30PL3 C4N R34D 7HIS. 1F Y0U C4N R34D 7HIS, P0S7 17 0N Y0UR PR0F1L3! 95% of teens would freak out if they saw Miley Cyrus or the Jonas brothers or Justin Bieber on a 247' building ready to jump off. 4% of teens would bring a bucket of popcorn, a chair, a video camera and yell ???JUMP!??? Copy and paste this on your profile if you are the 1% that would run up there and push them for taking too long. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that, "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn?t succeed like you did, but she tried? Your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. Copy and paste this on your profile to show people there are people out there that care. Cna yuo raed tihs??? Olny 55% of plepoe can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres ni a wrod aer, hte olny iproamtnt tihng is taht hte frsit nad lsat ltteer eb ni hte rghit pclae. hte rset nca eb a taotl mses adn uoy nca sitll raed ti whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs si bcuseae hte huamn mnid deos nto raed ervey lteter yb istlef, btu hte wrod sa a wlohe. Azanmig hhu? yaeh adn I awlyas tghuhot slpeling swa ipmorantt! fi yuo cna raed tihs, palce ti ni yuor porfile