Name: Black_Heart2
Birthday: May 18
Location: in my home...the Arms of the darkness
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Mon, 23 May 2016
Membership: Member
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Status; Getting Better, Slowly, Gonna get a new Guitar, mine broke *coughcough* thanks Derek *coughcough*
Name: A secret
Age: get to know me maybe ill tell ya
Location: Cali
Bands:bvb,asking Alexandria, iorn madein , disturbed, rob zombie, vwmpires everywhere, other stuff...
Movies: pet cemetery, It, hellboy, Evil Dead, silent hill(1,2), Texas chainsaw massacre, hostile movies, the devils rejects, house of a thousand corpses, rob zombie's holloween, the original holloween movies, nightmare on elm street. Many more...
Well if you haven't figured it out by now I'm emo/Gothic
I love writing poetry
I build off road vehicles from scratch
I own a boat
I surf
Skateboard
Yet ima jockie girl at the same time I
Love sports
I'm bi (maybe lez)
I cut
I burn
I may be skitzo
I have bipolar
Im smart^^
I mostly like girls (BAD past with guys msg me if u wanna know)
I have kik
And a phone
I wont give u my number if i just met u i have to trust you
I can do tattoos
Im an artist
Singer
Songwriter
Guitar player
Drum player
Knows how to work weapons all kinds
Planning to be a DJ
My past:
I have been abused ..ima domestic voilence survivor
I always knew i was diffrent in some way
Im always treated diffrent
Im a outcast...
I try everyday to survive its very hard
If i was to write a biography on myself you would be crying jalf way.through
I can wrkte short stories...poems...and novels
Here is a exapmle
Why would you do this?
Cuz me such harm and hurt
I'm falling ...falling
From life but when I crash I get right back up
It leaves dents and scars
Even takes sometime to heal
I'm a fallen angel
Always getting hurt
Lied to
And not cared for
But when all hope is lost
I look up ...
And I see this light
This light that shines so bright.
I get blind from its light
It gets dimmer and fades away
I wonder if this is my hope my reason
But...
It goes away
In the darkness I hear voices
See things things that are
To real to be fake
But
Maybe its not
Maybe its my salvation
I have this army
Following in my footsteps
Leading and following
Hoping to survive
but I let them down
And I don't know why
I try and I try
I just fall
And I come back better than ever
Stronger....
Ready to lead
This army behind
my shoulder
with the sun on my face and
The moon on my back
Ready to fight
VALENTINES DAY IS COMING UP,SINGLE OR NOT SI PEOPLE INBOX YOU...
Blue=i want a second chance
Yellow=you're cute
Green=i want a kiss
Purple=Better friendship
Red=let's chill
Pink=let's cuddle
Orange=i owe you an apology
Black=i want a hug
Rainbow=i really like you
White=i'm crushing on you
Brown=i love you
"Give Me A Reason"
Feed on me
You know I?m never far
Feed off me
Like a vulture on a deer hit by a car
I can only do so much
And of course it?s never enough
I don?t think that you see
Exactly what you?re doing to me
Don?t speak
Don?t speak
Give me a reason to turn and run
Give me a reason to burn this house down
Give me a reason I wish you would
I wish you would
Wish you would
Give me a reason for disaster
And I?ll be happy ever after
Give me a reason I wish you would
I wish you would
Wish you would
So you've tried your best
To get out of this mess
But that?s just a joke
You?ve never awoke
To the sound of a mother screaming at night
Don?t speak
Don?t speak
Give me a reason to turn and run
Give me a reason to burn this house down
Give me a reason I wish you would
I wish you would
Wish you would
Give me a reason for disaster
And I?ll be happy ever after
Give me a reason I wish you would
I'd wish you would
Wish you would
I wish you would
Wish you would
Wish you would
Wish you would
Wish you would
Give me a reason to turn and run
Give me a reason to burn this house down
Give me a reason I wish you would
I wish you would
Wish you would
Give me a reason for disaster
And I?ll be happy ever after
Give me a reason to turn and run
I wish you would
I wish you would
~Three days Grace
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong
I can't speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says it's my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
''I'm sorry!? I scream
But it?s now much too late.
His face has been twisted
Into an unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
~Put this on your profile if you're against child abuse~
That's what people do to me, I almost died several times.....
Me, behave? Seriously? As a child I saw Tarzan almost naked, Cinderella arrived home after midnight, Pinocchio told lies, Aladdin was a thief, Batman drove over 200 miles an hour, Snow White lived in a house with 7 men, Popeye smoked a pipe and had tattoos, Pac Man ran around to digital music while eating pills that enhanced his performance, and Shaggy and Scooby were mystery solving hippies that always had the munchies. The fault is not mine! If you had this childhood and loved it, repost!
Something I wrote:
The light is fading,
I chase it but get shot down everytime,
I think I'm going crazy,
I woke up with blood,
Sweet, Dark, Dripping blood,
Yet I couldn't figure out whom it belongs,
Something is tearing me,
But I don't know what,
I've cried myself to sleep,
I know someone cares but,
I'm too blind to see,
What's so wrong with me?
Do My scars chase you away?
I know I'm a tragedy,
That sees nothing but black,
As a feather falls off my white wings,
Black ones continue to grow,
God has deceived me,
I don't know why,
Is it because I'm different?
I ask myself all night if I should change,
But then I realized,
No matter whim I chose to be... I will be
Myself no matter what,
Now that I've noticed that,
I've grown stronger,
I was able to push the darkness away and find the light,
I'm now leading an army,
An army whom is ready to fight during the night
~No Stealing~