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I used to do tarot readings somewhat regularly when I was in my early 20's. My aunt had always studied astrology, tarot, crystals, etc. She passed that interest onto me when I was a kid and got me a deck later on.

Those close to 20 years ago, I felt pretty confident with my readings and the intuition I had going into them.

I just did my first reading since then and boy, was I way off! I couldn't remember the card meanings, so I looked them up after putting down my initial interpretation. Pretty much a complete opposite translation.

It wasn't a disappointment though and it made much more sense. I think the lesson for me from this experience is that life between then and now has changed me a lot spiritually. My mind and soul have a lot more focus on material and societal goals. When I was younger, I didn't have any expectational (made up word) to not explore and open myself up.

I'm not saying it's too late at all. I am saying that this is where I am and I acknowledge the work that I need to do to improve and truly grow spiritually, magickally, and emotionally.