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So, I'm not sure how to proceed, and even if I want to at all. Some back story. I have been divorced for quite some time and we have both moved one. Both in new relationship and are happy. However I have been holding on to some anger and past hurt and I don't know how to let it go. Our marriage was not good at all, hence the divorce. He was controlling and did some cheating and then I did some as well in the end. I ended up initiating the divorce and when he found out I was cheating, he drug my name through the dirt and told everyone how horrible I was and what a whore I am. You get the story. I lost so many people over this. I ended up this horrible person after I was put through years of abuse and being out down. Finding him talking to and meeting other women. I finally decide I have enough and I give him a taste of his own medicine and I'm horrible. So it goes. Good riddance. Recently, I brought this up to him because Im still angry over this. I asked him why he did this and he said because why not. I asked him if his current wife knew how horrible he was to me because he comes off like this great person now and he said of course not, and she can never know how he was with me.

So, yeah. I need advice. I want to get even with him in some way. I'm not even worried about it coming back on me since I feel it's time he gets what he deserves. However, we have a kid together. I worry about things affecting him. I can protect him, yes. But I don't want him to be hurt if his father gets hurt. But I feel it's time he gets something.