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First, I apologize if this seems really idiotic. I was adopted, grew up feeling different and seeing things different. Many times I knew things b4 they happened and I could go into an old house and feel they past living there. I also at times sense what is like whispering but can form in my head ( my son has this ability also). Anyway I have not had much luck at grasping spell casting but my hubby has noticed that chants seem well especially depending on my emotions. Any ideas what direction to try