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Hi to all of you!!

A newbie here. I am also sort of new to this stuff.

I am a buddhist and a strong believer of karma, But I also strongly believe in horoscopes and signs.

Before this incidents, when I see signs, they usualy become true, whether they are good or bad.

I'm 23 and never had a boyfriend. last year I had a very difficult time, so I needed a one, I needed someone I can trust.

I used a spell- I only had to read it think of it- no special retual needed.

During the time I helped my friends a lot, gave love to many peoples, even animals. I hoped the law of attraction will bring my soulmate.

after a while, I saw my childhood friend in dreams, he and his family is abroad, I hadn't seen him in 5 years.

about 3 months earlier, I started getting signs of him. in conversations I made, things related to him came up. I've seen his name in several places, I asked from the universe, show me a sign if he is my soulmate or not.

the signs kept appearing.

Iwas not friends with him in facebook. resently when I went there, he had his profile picture changed, he was with his girlfriend.

I searched for more details, they were in love for at least 7 months.

I really got my heart broken, i questioned from universe why did it shown me the signs?

but still, I keep getting signs related to him, what is the meaning of this?

I don't wish to cast a love spell on him, for I don't wish the hurt i feel now to be felt by anyone, even his girl.

I can't marry just anybody, horoscope problem.

please help!!