My name is Paula I am 24 yes old and have been with my fianc? for 8 yes and we have 4 children together. My whole life I've felt different than other people not just because I'm red headed ha ha... I've always love and have had interests in witches, magic, all mystical things, and my absolute favorite holiday is Halloween, favorite season is fall, I've always loved the beauty of the moon (I've recently a few yes ago watched the eclipse and have amazing pictures), I love candles with all the warm feelings of a candle lit room, I've recently introduced myself to meditation and yoga along with exercises. Vampires even... But, I'm reaching a point in my life where I feel like I've felt before like I don't know something about myself. I've actually have done things that I would never think I would've done and ive pushed aside the "non believing" side of witch craft and I feel like I've found my calling in life in a way. But I don't know if it's in my blood or what but here it goes... It starts when I found out my mom was adopted it wasn't a big secret but... Anyways I know next to nothing about one side of my blood line. My dads side I know I'm German, Irish, Indian (don't know percentage), and Dutch. I'm trying to start my journey on witch craft because like I said before I've had almost a uncomfortable draw to witch craft and magical stuff. Now it's no secret to my husband and his mom and they think even something such as witch craft can be possible. With all the stuff done in the past etc. So they don't care that Im interested in doing it. Oh yea I've got some odd birthmark that all my family has on both sides. Even my grandmother that isn't a blood relative has it and it's a medium sized mole in the middle of our lower back. I know that sounds maybe weird but well it is strange and I know witches usually have some kind of mark on their bodies. Not to mention nobody has red hair in my family. I got it from my dads beard but no one else has any red that I know and have met personally in my family. I feel very strongly on these weird parts in my life so I'm serious but I do have to push doubt out of my mind because I see no change when I'm trying to cast a spell. I try to be patient and believe in myself. Sometimes I feel that I'm crazy other times I feel so strong about it I can taste it. I think I just need some reassurance that many e I'm not wrong about myself and all the self looking into my life what is that piece I'm missing from my past to help me see what my destiny is and I dont want to feel silly about it? I don't know but... Thank you for reading for those that choose and thank you for your answers also. I'm very excited about my path ive chosen and am looking forward to learning