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OK so first of I'm going to say that actually the spirit is actually very nice. He never did me anything wrong. I first accidentally called him while trying to answer some questions by using a ring attached on a string. But there was a time that I was experiencing some mental problems. And I decided to think some very bad things about him because I was afraid of him (and him potentially coming if i think about him) and I wanted to deal with my biggest fears.

I was comforting myself that he wouldn't actually come like this - just by thinking about him (because before it had always come when I was concentrating on the ring in question). However it came and this time it didn't wanted to leave for a long time. And I believe he was quite pissed of on me. Yesterday I think he finally find comfort.

However I'm still scared if I'll accidentally call him again. Like right now I'm really scared thinking about him. I mean yesterday I felt he find peace and I felt really positive (piece of me) too but since I was disappointed too many times in life and I guess other things piece of me didn't find peace. Piece of me was still scared and I don't know.