I could really use some help with staying calm in these trying times. The destruction of nature is all around me. It is everywhere I look. Any advice on how to hold it together? I really don't need unwanted 'spellover' (for lack of a better term). I am 43. I have been down this road too many times and lately I can feel it building again.
A bit of history so you can better understand what I am up against. Aside from the usual feelings of connectedness to weather patterns and most living energies I have had other events. When I was 7 my bedroom was hit by a bolt of lightning while I slept. When I went into the military I was put into weather after going in as open general. While that means basically nothing there was a day... March 1st, 1997 when I was at work on Little Rock AFB in the North Eastern corner of Pulaski County, AR. Feel free to look up the tornado tracks as the details of this unfortunate tragedy are readily available on the internet. My third example is probably the hardest for me to believe because I have no real proof or reference. My girlfriend and I were having a fight and she walked out before resolution. I didn't want her to go. It started raining, hard, and her windshield wipers would not work. She came back in and we resolved the fight. She asked me straight out without prompting how I had done that. This was about 15 years ago and I thought she was joking. Besides, even if I did believe it was possible I had no answer. Still don't. We went back out to her vehicle and it rained lightly with the sun shining. Good thing her windshield wipers worked again. These are 3 examples picked from many. Believe me or not. I have taken the long road to learn that people only believe what they want and I am tired of all the convincing at this point. But if anyone here has a viable suggestion for me and wants to be truly helpful I would greatly appreciate it.