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I feel very connected to Jorde. I believe since childhood, I feel her utter power and frequently see things as I believe she sees things. But raw unadulterated earth hates our world, how we've defaced and used her up. I feel excited when earthquakes and floods kick up killing off the plague we've become to this world. I want every corner of her beautiful planet to rumble till all we've done falls down and is swallowed back up by her pureness. So I'm having a bit of a hard time feeling part of humanity. I'm worried I'm going to snap a became some poison ivy esc. supervillain. How do I love her but not want to destroy modern society, is it possible?