I have been reading tarot for about 7-8 years now using various books, social medias, and information I've gathered from here to further my intuition and knowledge. Recently I got a sense that a deity (possibly Loki) was trying to reach out to me, but I've never been one to put any energy towards deities. It's not that I don't believe in them, I just don't know if I have the capacity to maintain that connection.
I'll be honest I wouldn't have even given the thought any weight if it wasn't for tiktok; I had watched a video of someone talking about signs that Loki is reaching out to you one being spiders (there were other signs, but this was the one that stcuk out to me and now i cant find the exact video cause i didnt like it cause i dont want videos like that to find me based on that preference). In the past month I have found like 3 spiders in my room, not little baby things, but like grown cane spiders (I left them alone, so they could still very much be in my room) also when I'm doing my animal oracle reading I've gotten spider enough timesfor me to pay attention to it.
And I don't know if this is just because of the information I've been absorbing from tiktokthats making me feel something that is not there or if something is there and I'm just doing my dillegences not to dive in without the proper research and protection knowledge.
I just wanted to know if anyone else had a similar multiple day encounter with anything like this and if there was any good places for researching all of this. Like i said I never thought of deity work before, so this is completely new to me. The last time I even thought of working with an higher being was when I was transitioning out of my religion, but that was like 3 months into reading tarot and when I started reading is the gauge I use for how long I've been in this type of spiritual mind.