This has topic has been bothering me for quite a while and I'm just fed up with it now. I tend to usually recall most of my dreams whether it be right when I wake up or throughout the day. There was the occasional prophetic dream here and there. My dreams consisted of funny and weird things that would make me smile when I awoke. There was a point when they just stopped being goofy and turned more serious and vivid. They kept on increasing in that manner until it just got downright scary.
Now when I wake up I bring all the emotions with me. Someone could be chasing me in my dream and when I wake up the fear and adrenaline would wash over me once I realized where I was. Now that I'm typing this out it sounds like an ordinary nightmare, but I feel like there is something more.
I recall when my dreams started taking a turn that I had dream about a old women. I told my father about it since he is a very spiritual man and lo and behold he had a dream about the same women. The dreams were both scary and violent. We looked out front of the house to see if there were any signs of tampering since it's weird to have things like happen.
I did end up finding a chant that I could use so I wouldn't have those dreams anymore and it worked, though I wouldn't remember my dreams as I would. I forgot to use it last night and the dream that I had that night was my deal breaker. That is why am I here talking about this. To sum up that dream it was people dying in front of me in full HD, people I knew and people I didn't. In the first half it was some creature doing in the second half a really big moose or bison I couldn't get a good look at it.
Even before that one I had a dream being held against my will, locked up and treated as a horribly owned pet. I woke up with feelings of just being tied down, I don't know how to explain it. The one before was my sister drowning and it was my fault. I woke up with guilt and sadness as if I actually lost a family member. (I don't actually blame myself for that, it was what had happened within the dream). Honestly it just makes me angry that I don't know what to do at this point.
I usually have a good grasp on what my dreams mean, but Iv'e never had dreams like these and I don't know what message they possibly have. It really has me annoyed and I'm really not interested to experience the next dream because I'm sure it will be worse than just some people dying in front of me. I could really use some help with this anything would benefit. Please and Thank you.