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Hey everyone! I just joined last month, hoping to have to some help in understanding how the people here use magic. I posted an introduction thread. I got some helpful advice. But one person blocked me when I was only speaking my mind and my personal feelings. I never meant any offense towards anyone here. I love everyone! But even before joining here, I've always felt like everyone hated me, so that's why I may sometimes go overboard.

If someone can please help me in finding happiness, that'd be nice. That's all I need right now. I just want to be happy again, so I can help make others happy. I really nice person once you really get know me. However I do have a bad side that I try so hard to keep hidden and locked away somewhere, where he can't get out. I need help getting rid of that bad side. But I don't know how. And I always feel cursed because of that bad side.

I don't know, I just wish I can feel welcome here instead of hated. Bad things have been happening to me recently since I joined, and I've been constantly depressed about it. I just need some help. Please!