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I am at risk of sounding bad here perhaps as so could have some serious milia understandings so please bear with me. I have always felt from being small like just sometimes I could influence the wind but only when it was already there. Sometimes it works perfectly and other times not so it could be my imagination very long-term. I have never been sure but I really embraced my spirituality again recently and this last full moon I felt so much energy like I just had to expel it from my body because it was too much. I pushed my hand out and I swear a gust just gave a short blast. Only for the first time in my whole life there was no wind that night maybe so little a breeze I didn't notice. Again maybe my imagination but it seemed so real and I was shaking. I scared myself if seemed so real. If this IS a thing, has anyone ever experienced something similar? Magic from a young age if not aerokinesis? and if it IS a thing why is my ability to control it so infrequent and random? Maybe it's just all a conicedence as wind direction and flow can be random in itself but I certainly feel a connection at least, my whole life.