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So I do come from Christian back ground but the more I study and read about elementals the more curious I am . I can relate to air and water elementals in the ways that I could sit out side during a tornado and not be scared it is relaxing and calm to me as for water I could live near the lake or beach I love swimming I can get into water that's freezing and be comfortable . I do believe in god but I'm just wondering if I could be more than what I am.I often have dreams that come true and deeply feel other peoples emotions could i possibly be a healer or something of some kind ? I was planning on writing a book with Wicca and other things . I was curious about Wicca and healing and things when I was younger but never fully began to study . Can someone help me ?