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I'm new to Wicca and I'm extremely nervous talking about this but I've been having some weird experiences. I'd just like to have some answers, but sometimes i believe gods/goddesses are trying to contact me. Is it normal to go walking in the woods and have your eyes instantly attracted to a stick that the end is shaped into the perfect hawks head? Then later have a dream to where you're walking through different woods in a long pure white dress with a full moon behind you and then be cast on the ground in to freshly churned earth and forcibly taken by a man you feel like you belong to but yet you just want him away and feel nothing? It was like a ritual. When i first had the dream i thought that the man was turning me into a vampire, but i realized later that his mouth was not on my neck and i couldnt see his face. It was like it was fuzzed out. I would just like some opinions on what these are and what I could do.