Question about mermaids

Hi guys,how are you today?
I was too shy to talk about that with people,but now i take the courage and i hope that you will help me.
Years ago i made a spell to become a mermaid,i don't remember very well, but i think,that i made so much...i even write one by myself.
I talked with a girl,she told me that my gills are starting to appear,and for few days i had really dry skin between my fingers. Also my apetite for fish become so big,i could eat every day fish,i started to love it so much,before-i didn't like it so much.I love to swim,too and with closed legs ,it is not so comfortable to swim with open legs as before.
Also i really don't think,that the people with whom i live are my people...i can't feel that. Any of them. I want to live underwater and just be surrounded by these people. Am i going crazy or this is part of this new me?

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Placebo effect. It is impossible to become a Mermaid physically.

However you can work with them in your practice, transform your astral body into one (not physical) and/or look into Mermaidkin (otherkin).

While I empathize with your feelings of otherness, ToxicHydra is right. It is impossible for you to be anything other than a human physically. Casting spells or expending your energy otherwise to become a mermaid is pointless.