Hello! I hope everyone is having an excellent day. Perhaps someone can help me with a little question I have, if you don' t mind. (BTW, I'm sorry if this is a dumb question, I'm a beginner learning slowly on my own)
I've been wondering about certain negative things that have happened to me for a little over a couple of years now. It seems to happen, more often than not, every time I speak at work about something I am looking forward to or something I enjoy doing; and then it all becomes ruined. It may be the tiniest of things like... perhaps commenting that a plant in the backyard is blooming, and in a day or two, it will be infested or it will start withering away. Maybe everyone is talking about their plans for the weekend, and I'd say I'll go hang out with friends only to start feeling the first symptoms of a flu a few hours later.
Last summer I was in somewhat of a long distance relationship and when I asked for a few days off to see my BF, the days were coldly granted, but then the trip was canceled, he was very depressed and then the relationship gradually lost momentum and wore off. I could name a number of things being ruined like that.
I have two coworkers that do not like me much. They wanted someone else but they got me and they put up with me but they clearly don't like me. They are older than me and they have children a bit younger than me and in the past they have compared their children to me ostensibly. I have helped whenever they needed anything, but this has not been reciprocated, and lately I rather keep to myself for fear of triggering their animosity. I am the weakest member of the office, and the newest one (although I've been working there for 6 years)
I don't think any of them does spells, but I wonder if it is possible that jealousy or just bad energy from them (or... I don't know... just their dislike of me) can affect me negatively so that my plans always end up being ruined when they are known about at work? If so, is there anything I can do about it?
Lately it seems nothing works for me anymore, and I find myself very sad and with little energy all the time. Maybe it's just bad luck. Or is it?
Negativity? Bad luck?