Hi everyone let me give you a quick background. And maybe you can help me figure out what seems to have happened:
About 8 months ago I was charmed by a male and made to believe he was a soulmate. His masks quickly slipped and it turned out he was an abusive narcissistic parasite that jumps from woman to woman. Uses them for everything he can and then verbally degrades them to a place where he can get away with anything. He threatened physical violence on me and ended up stalking me after I cut ties with him completely. It was a horrible degrading and extremely low point in my life. I do consider myself a "lightworker" and have never set up an Ill intended spell towards anyone but I was reading on here about how to keep him away from me and protect myself.
I ended up reading about a spell where u use a huge nail or spike to nail someone down physically and to kind of trap him in his own shut because he is dangerous and has left a long trail of women he has broken for sport. So I did this : printed out a picture of him and wrote "this person will be nailed down in one spot, will not be able to stalk me or find me and will be trapped in his own doing. He will no longer be able to run from his problems anD run out on lovers, escaping responsibility" then I wrapped it around the length of a really long and thick nail, secured it with zip ties and I hammered it into the western corner of the yard. Like the spell had said. I was angry when I did it put some great energy into it. A month later I found out that he had somehow fractured his leg, had to get surgery on it, have a metal rod inserted and screws inserted into the leg. He was immobile and stuck at his parents house in a certain county until it healed.
I honestly never intended for anything that painful to manifest for him, I just wanted him to leave me alone, feel some of the pain he has caused others and then not be able to run away from his damaging behavior.I did a lot of cleansing and releasing work on myself before and after this because I don't want to attract him again and he was putting curses on me. I do have to say that I was very surprised that my spell worked-especially the way that it did, I thought it would be mild, like maybe a flat tire or something. I'm fairly new to spell work but am familiar with energy work. Anyway, that was like 8 months ago now and I'm pretty sure he is healed and moving around, but as far as I know, he doesn't know where I live.
Here is where things get weird, too similar to not be related. 5 days ago I FELL OFF A ROOF IN A FREAK ACCIDENT AND BROKE BOTH OF MY LEGS. HAD TO GO INTO EMERGENCY ROOM, GET SURGERY AND HAVE A ROD AND SCREWS INSERTED IN EACH LEG. I am now transfered to a physical therapy facilty to work on healing but I cannot put weight or pressure on either of my legs.
It is just like what happened to him! It was so scary and painful and honestly i Was up on the roof, I had decided NOT to jump off the roof into the pool because I am too short. I started to move away from where I was jumping and then all of a sudden I was in midair knowing that my legs we going to hit the cement first and it was going to be excruciating. It's as if I was PUSHED. Like I was out of body- theRe is time missing between when I decided not to jump and somehow ended up in the air. I cannot explain how I moved off the roof.
I need your help! Please, I know that being on a roof in the first place I stupid, I don't need to be scolded, I am usually such a good decision maker. I have never broken a bone or been in the hospital. This is completely out of character for me.
The only other spell work i have done in the meantime was a railroad spike spell to "nail down a house" or place of living so that someone couldn't sneak in and convince my roommates to let them rent the room. This was the spell that is posted here in the forums. 5 railroad spikes, anointing peaceful home oil and my own urine topping them once they have been driven into the corners of the property. Completely different property than before, Completely different county within the state, completely different cities.
The only thing I can think of is that the railroad spikes used on this house could be similar to the large solo nail I used in the other spell. Are the rods and screws in my legs a result of the railroad screws I put in my yard? I really don't see how this could be screwed up and crOssed like this, to harm me instead of nailing down the property. THe property nailing spell was not harmful or agressive toward anyone else, just protective toward me.
Did the original nail spell just come back on me like karma because I don't usually have negative intentions toward people? Is it some lesson? Or did he reverse the spell on me? (He works with energy too, considers himself a mason, rune reader, and does tattoo spellwork)
I'm trying to find an explanation for this parallel situation. I really don't have bad intentions towards anyone, I just wanted to stand up for myself for once instead of being walked over and abused... now I'm in a really horrible situation.
Thank you for your input, I am really looking for people who have been doing this a while and have the right wisdom to answer and in a gentle way.
For our injuries to parallel and twin each other is just too much for me to ignore.
My own spell hurt me?!