Hello everyone, I bid you good day.
First off, I'm not sure if I've come to the right place, but I've met some good people whom have told me there are knowledgeable people here. I apologize if this thread is long.
My name is Brandon, I'm a freshman in college studying in Princeton, New Jersey. Over the past several months I've made amazing friends, worked hard, and even found a lover. Before I left to start my life anew, I made sure to close old ties and mend whatever I felt was necessary to avoid leaving behind any old scars.
Last month, my life began to take a negative turn. I broke up with the person I was dating and cared so much for, my grades began to fall, and I became deathly ill leading to my withdrawal from school in order to become better. I feel broken, and I also feel very attacked... in a sense. I understand that life is full of ups and downs, but I also feel as if I've acquired bad karma. I don't feel quite like myself; almost tainted, if you will.
I'm looking for a way, if there is any, to cleanse my being. If available, rid myself of any bad karma that may be taking me for a joyride I feel as though I'll never recover from.
I'm not sure if perhaps there is a spiritual, or magickal way that can help me to recover. Your assistance would be greatly appreciated.