Name: kittyninja
Location: In a galaxy far, far away
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Tue, 20 Jun 2017
Membership: Member
Personal Bio
To depressed to care but to anxious to forget
As bipolar as the waether
To empty to remember
Scream as loud as the sound of silence
Eyes as blue as the ocean full of tears
When cracking under pressure to do the one thing
That gives me nightmares
Shattered souls
Empty spirits
Broken hearts
Untold secrets
Sick like karma
But sweet like revenge
We're all programmed by the rules
And told who our leader is
Thoughts twisted and unhealthy
Unbalanced chemical equation
At least I'm on medication
Forcing relaxation
Still nothing is changing
In my original DNA
But a clone of an evil spirit
Controlling me and writing lyrics
Rejected by myself
Rejected by my reflection
In a mirror room full of thoughts
Disguised as a different shape and size
Unable to realize
There's a way out of being paralyzed
When you don't know who you are
All you know how to do is fight it
And when there's nothing to fight for
Just close your eyes
Until the anger dies
And the storm cloud of tears
Cries to much
It's empty now
Until the next storm
When your alone enough
To lose yourself
Pesimistic and unrealistic
Beleives a knife is a toy
Cutting is a game
So when your the only one to blame
You should play
Pain is an addiction
Happiness is a restriction
All the isolation
Hospitalization
has made a creation
An expression of depression
In all my confessions
A demonstration of frustration
But it's my only motivation and concentration
Why is there a continuation of the miscommunication
Professionals try to fix my anxiety levels
But there ignorant to insanity
No such thing as a cure
To this disease I've had sense birth
The pain is only worth the high of each low before I crash
Exhaling negetivity
It's contanimating, pollution
Hold your breath, it's intoxicating
I'm suffocating in my own mind
Suffering the consequences of my hatred toward the unexisting god
How can one small voice appear so loud
One day I'll expose it
So cover your ears
