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I promise you this is a serious question. I seriously need help. I am not crazy. Something talks threw me that I cannot control. I have absolutely no medical condition, perfectly sane. I have even worked as a teacher. I literally get poked and stabbed by an invisible force that causes me to jump in pain. I am unable to listen to any spiritual music, not even Christian music. I am unable to go to a Christian church and weird things happen and church people act weird around me. A force stops me from reading the bible or vedic texts or any spiritual texts. I really did like reading spiritual texts. When I try to clear and calm my mind, I lose control over my body and my face makes bad faces and my body reacts as if my own body is angry. I am starting to feel like a guest in my own body. I wanted to see a doctor until they said there is nothing wrong with me.