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I'm starting this thread because I want to make sure whether I'm simply imagining or actually creating a psi ball out of my energy. The fact is that I can't completely free my mind of thoughts because of music. Every time I try to concentrate and focus, I feel this music inside my head, made of small pieces of songs I'm into, all tied together, sometimes even looped, and that goes on like a musical stream of consciousness that I cannot stop. In these condition I very soon start to feel my hands holding what seems to be the psi ball, but I can't tell whether I am distracted and therefore simply imagining things, having some sort of touch hallucination, or if that actually helps me visualize better.