Hi,I am completely unknown to the art of spellcasting.I always believed there was magic,and explained it theorically(with intuition) since I was 9 years old as "controlling the energy inside you".But never practiced it.So,I some questions regarding to magic:
1-Which spells on this site are REAL and easy for begginers?
2-Is there any Runic Prayer that makes you wake up in the morning with open chakras,great concentration ability and perfect control over Psi,Chi and Mana energies?
3-Is there any spell that allows me to talk to Odin,the Allfather of the Gods?-I know I can.Once,I somehow talked to him in a dream,but very,very few and it happened once.The problem is HOW can I do that myself?
4-What are Rifts,Nodes and the Void.
And 1 explenation please:
I was meditating during a storm and I was trying to give myself "powers" to control lightinig,storm etc.
The visualisation was like a sphere shaped stormcloudcloud with a torus-shaped stormcloud orbit in the place of my heart and it was bursting electicit on my veins instead of blood.I called it Heart of Storms and it was supposed to be like a black-hole that transmits energy from the Astral Plane inside my body under my control.It was supposed to make me shoot lightning from the hands,summon a violent thunderstorm wherever I wanted and make lightning strike where I wanted.This wouldn't tire me,cos,as I said,the energy derived from The Astral.
After some meditation,the chest felt heavier.If I visualized the Heart of Storms rotating very fast some very powerful lightning made the totally dark night,as bright as day and I'm serious.But I could never get the lightning to flash in the direction or to strike in the place I wanted.So I tried.
Somehow,during a prayer I made the same night(after meditation didn't gave fast results),I wanted to strike down an appartment,with a small lightning,not to deal alot of damage,and I get close to the window,and move my chest forward to concentrate to the Heart of Storms.
Suddenly,I feel like a magnet pulling me towards the window glass and there I pull back.Suddenly,the strange feeling I had to the left chest cos' of the Heart of Storms started fading and so my ability to make very powerful lightning with few concentration.
About this epistode:
1-How to do again(and fully on its purpose) the Heart of Storms spell?
2-What pulled my chest towards the glass?
3-How can I make the lightning strike where I want(I couldn't do that)?