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I have had a strange and unnatural pull to this sort of topic, and no I don't mean chaos magick. It is weird that no matter what I always find my way to the chaotic and dark side of the universe, even manifesting a dark mojo bag that I used to alter my luck with dice, I went so far as making a spiritual being to slaughter those who harmed my family (never fully finished them). Some stuff is on my bio. I have thought of building a magickal system designed to utilize These unimaginable forces. I always get my way out of that spot in life tho. any thoughts on the matter, what do you think of my sittuation? if you want to talk about stuff PM me.