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So iv been looking for an answer to this question for years now. Maybe someone here can tell me what me and a friend did. We cast a binding spell that is now lost to me but involved setting fire to many things and breathing in the smoke. The only thing I remember was that we wanted protection as we were both sensitive to the unseen world around us. After casting it a few days latter I had a dream with a massive black dog with red eyes and snow white teeth. Then things got bad as I found myself out of my body with the massive dog standing over me saying "you are unworthy". I then fought back somehow pushing the thing off of me and getting back into my body. The dog had been with me for 9 years in dreams always angry but never tried anything like that gain. Then 3 years ago something happened it just disappeared and it felt like part of me was gone. Then one night a pup was in my dream i figured maybe it was some type of rejuvenation. Then the pup got bigger over the next month and then it spoke. The black dog now had a female voice. The kicker came about 3 months later when it showed back up in a dream and became human and thanking me for taking care of her saying she would not let any harm befall me. She also seems to ether not have a name or cant remember it.

So what on earth is going on what type of binding spell did we use and what got bound to me?

any info would be helpful