Dear I have been there too. The best thing to do is love yourself, then you have the best one in the would loving you, someone you can trust. Thats yourself. Once you learn to love yourself then the other will come.
Im always around hun if you need to talk, just pm me.
I have a condition known as heart of stone and I am glad that I have it. Don't worry about your heart try lust the other 4 letter
word and enjoy your most precious life. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and use black magic to enhance your life . Love is like
religion and look and how many people are dead or miserable because
of them. You are happy as you allow yourself to be, happiness is a
state of mind that you can choose, anytime!!!