Thank you for all the replies, you all seem so nice!
My aunt is wiccan and i've only found my faith 2 years ago.
I have found the aplication of magic useful but I use it quite sparingly.
I have a mind for science and only after research and planing (for proper moon placement, day of the week, time of day, and ingredients needed) for proper conditions do i go through with the application.
I feel like you soul must truly want and yern something for a spell to work.
Its something special that connects you to the gods, earth, and cosmic powers.
And to share that connection with you all makes me truly happy. :)