need to know your gift, but try chakra work, tends to help with a lot of things, and i'm figuring it's got something to do with psychic abilities.
EDIT: i read your profile, sorry to hear about your mom, try explaining it to her calmly in a respectful way. it probably won't do much, but if you can prove to her you don't follow 'evil' forces it'll help. second, good luck on trying to learn Dragon Magick, but you need to have a strong grounding before you can start learning forms of high magic. it can be very dangerous, so study the basics, at least for a few years, before trying Dragon Magick. Astral Projection, meditation, energy work, and shielding are some things you should try mastering before going forward.