Hey! I'm Luscinia! I'm completely new to magic, spells, and well about everything. Oh, and while I'm thinking about it! I don't know if there are terms that are offensive or incorrect to use, so just let me know! Worst fear in life is to offend people?? that and drowning- i'm not to fond of that either. Did i mention i have no clue what i am doing? So anyway, I'll be a junior in high-school next year and as if i don't already have enough to worry about (seeing as the whole college thing and planning the rest of your life *according to adults* is starting) i began having these dreams that were coming true. Well, so not just started like up out of the blue i guess. I had been seeing things in dreams ever since i was little. Now they just got more vivid and i got less?. denial-e. It was sort of one of those things where you're like, ok i want more and more proof that this is really happening. Or you think you have finally totally lost it?. if that makes any sense at all. I also started to notice something that i am not liking to much about myself and is kinda freaking me out. If i get really irritated (even i think i'm crazy on this one) a sudden wind outside will pick up. Basically now, i am searching for who i am and what is going on. I would also like to figure out if this is all coincidental or not. Don't get me wrong because magic is truly a wonderful gift, but a little less chaos and a little more normal wouldn't hurt. Well, this is me! I'm looking forward to talking with everyone and hope the rest of y'alls day is great! Thanks for reading!
Hey luscinia my name is Rachael. I am new to this site as well but not new to the craft as many put it. Are you looking forward to your senior year? High school can be so tough on kids. What you described is all perfectly normal for people with gifts such as ours. I myself am not wiccan nor pagan. As my profile states I am a practioner of sziedism. I'm a priestess though we call them lilims. I have my own circle I guide. We use all forms of magick and have a wide variety of rituals. I hope we might get to know one another.
Hi Rachel, nice to meet you. I am a bit nervous about school but I think it's not going to be as bad as I expect it to be. Although I'm extremely glad to know everything I talked about is normal, is there some way I can control what I am doing? I wan't to understand my gifts I guess, so they don't rule me. I'm really looking forward to talking with you more!
You can indeed control these gifts with proper discipline and practice. One trick that I found useful is that when these instances manifest themselves take a moment to accept what is happening and regulate your breathing while focusing on what you wish to accomplish. Over time the intangible can become malleable and you can indeed control how you shape your reality through will alone. Sziedism promotes the pursuit of power and the value of knowledge. We grow stronger together and unlike many other belief systems place the individual over nature.