I have worked on a spell to help you with your issue. the herbs are not for consumption. Make or purchase a small cloth bag,I usually make them. Get the following ingredients, I made the list long incase you can't find some, the spell will work as intended. Catnip,cinnamon saffron,spearmint,thyme,cardamon,ginger,jasmine,patchouli oil,adders tongue,black alder bark,eucalyptus oil,fennel,ginko leaves,white horehound,summer savory.Mix all dry ingredients, in your mortar grind the to appx. the same size. Mix the two oils in 6 drops each.put mixture into the bag and sew shut. cast your circle, invite Goddess and the four quarters into your circle. Say out load " Goddess may your love and healing power be manifest in this bag. May your touch heal the body,mind,and soul,May your light litght up the path to true healing.Drive this ailment from my life, take away the pain and strife, i'll feel better every day out with disease jn with day, Goddess listen to my soul, rid this disease make me whole... and cause no harm, So mote it be"
Carry the bag near you and under your pillow at night.I pray this helps you.
Blessings and Providence:
P.S. Let your intuition guide you in your mixture selection.