I've been a Christian.
Than I left Chrisitanity and dedicated rather to witchcraft.
In both paths I had sucess and happiness and than failure, sorrow, bad things happening.
Right now I don't know what to do. I see good and bad in both paths and I can not decide, yet I can't leave it this way. I hate the mess this decision waiting creates in me. Life gets worse every day and I can't do anything about this, I can't start sorting anything out because I first have to do something about myself, my paths.
How to make up my mind? I've been thinking for a month now but I find good and bad at each and it doesn't let me pick.