Just to let you know you can psychically become a werewolf its impossible on this plane. Sorry to hear that. But it is the truth. I know that you can change at will on the astral planes. But not psychically.
I regret to inform you that it is impossible to change yourself into a werewolf physically. You may do so on the astral plane, and if you want to get to that point you can look on the astral projection forums.
snakob. You say you have "a connection" with wolves.Of course you have! We all have! We have a "connection" with all animals,for the simple reason we are animals ourselves! But one animal cannot change into another; even though there have been attempts (by human idiots) to cross breed one animal with another. But even so, the cross breeding has always been like with like. You cannot change into a wolf; but you can live very close to one. Buy a dog!
turning into a werewolf or vampire is very old dark magic and is almost complete lost in modern people. the easiest way would be to use the help of a demon but that is also a very likely way to end up cursed or imprisoned mentally by it too.