Hey I know what your going through. My parents are extreme catholics and they would disown me if they found out
I'm a Wiccan,(Novice). Your parents might not let you so it's best to continue magick on the down low, with out anyone knowing.
I never knew the teen witches coven was down. I'll have to check it out. And there are plenty of other great covens ready to welcome you.
~blessed be.
yea I am trying to go down the path of High Magick. Since it involves the Christian God and I am still kind of a christian so I am going to do that. I was wondering what would call someone who practices High Magick?
High magick practicioners can be called ceremonialists or high magicians/mages.
High magick is very ritualistic and very hard to keep hidden unless you have a sacred space that will be undisturbed.
I would suggest that while you remain in the broom closet that you focus more on low magick aka folk magick which is much more easy to conceal.
I use it quite a lot right in public and no one is ever the wiser. If you need to chant something, I like to put a bluetooth or earpiece in my ear. They see me talking and believe I'm on the phone. They may think I'm a little strange, but I don't really care.
As for books, many bookstores have places to sit and read. They usually have a far better assortment of books than libraries and for all levels and if you buy a hot chocolate from their cafe, you can sit there and relax for a long time undisturbed. Just be nice to the books and put them back when you're done! I only buy books that I want to keep for reference, but many I just read (take notes) and put them back in the spot I found them. I'm a huge bookworm (I'm sure you can tell from my posts) and I can spend all day in a bookstore and only come out with one or two books.
Actually WhiteRav3n i practice cermeomial/ high magick without a physical sacred space. My sacred place is in my mind, here in my mind i conduct full ritual. I visualize myself and my tools and myself conducting the ritual.
That's very unique! Quite nice. I've never heard of that before but I'm sure that it is possible. Tools and ritual are just a way to focus the mind through physical action and objects. It by no means is necessary to produce results.