It?s been a bit since I?ve found my patron goddess, who is Breksta, but now I am running into issues. Breksta is the Lithuanian goddess of dreams, fate and night. I want to set up a shrine, and do other things for her, but my family wouldn?t be accepting. All I can do right now is do prayers, and those have problems.
My first question is this: what ways can I honor Breksta without ever really getting caught?
A second issue is this: how should I properly do prayers? I?ve tried doing them consistently, and I have had more dreams as a result of it. Also, as a side note, those dreams are often ones that let me understand the future more. However, when I forgot, I had a long dream, I woke up and remembered a prayer, but Breksta must have felt that I didn?t deserve protection from the rest of my dream where I died, in the dream. When I woke up from the short dream afterwords, I had a tingling feeling and felt like I got no sleep. And the prayers I do do always feel off, wrong almost.
Here?s the information that I didn?t really include but should?ve:
The reason why I am asking this is because the information on Breksta is scarce and vague when found. I?ve found two good sources, and neither included prayers.
I haven?t remembered the prayers I used, but each one was three lines long and just didn?t feel right saying.
Breksta isn?t just the goddess of dreams and night, she?s supposed to be the protector in your dreams. I rarely die in my dreams, but frequently get near-death dream experiences. I always die in the same way, but that?s probably just my fear of heights playing into my dreams a bit.