Recently I've been having difficulty identifying what creature my spirit animal really is.. For the longest time I thought my spirit animal (Sapphire) was a wolf, I always loved them. I called out to her in meditation a while ago, and after several tries on multiple nights, she showed herself to me. However, she wasn't easy to see because she wasn't a solid image. She looked made up of lines of blue electricity in a tribal like pattern. She jumped out of the dark of my closed eyes and I got a momentary view of her. She was definitely a relative of the dog at least.
However, my household is not very supportive and I am often forced to suppress myself.. So I've sadly become rather disconnected with my spirit animal. I honestly don't blame her for hiding :/ Maybe It's due to the disconnect, but I've begun to suspect that maybe my spirit animal is not lupine, but instead vulpine. Does anyone have a way to determine if she's in fact a fox and not wolf, or if she's something other than my spirit animal?
Please do not comment if you don't believe in magic or any of this.