Greetings, I am new here, from London, UK. Have been practicing for a few years now, but still consider myself a beginner as, although I have done magic with varying degrees of effectiveness (positive AND negative!) in the past, I really haven't done all that much in my lifetime.
I am here because I have just discovered that I have made a mistake concerning a spell I did recently, and am scared out of my wits that it will affect the outcome of the spell. I have performed a spell which requires me to carry something I made with me until my intention manifests. I forgot it today. I have been feeling very unstable and negative, even aggressive at times, today most of the day, and only just now accidentally discovered that I forgot the object I was meant to be carrying with me at home, and there is no way I can get back to access it at this point. Anyway, I have been without it nearly 7 hours now, so even if I could go back home and get it, I have spent all that time now away from the object. Have I affected now the final outcome of the spell?
Considering the fact that my energy has been very 'all over the place' today and, even against best efforts, I have been very irritable, cynical and negative about everything (especially the situation I did the spell for!) today, and all the while I wasn't even aware that I had made the mistake I only discovered accidentally and in the strangest manner at most an hour ago (I meant to get something from my handbag and by mistake picked up the purse in which I normally carry the magickal object, not knowing even why, and discovered I didn't have it when I decided to look inside!), I am concerned that this is not going to be an indication that my spell was working and that now, because of my own oversight, I may have jeopardised a positive outcome of my work just because of having done something stupid.
Could anyone give me an opinion on this, please? And if there is a risk that I have spoiled something, does anyone have any suggestions as to what I could do to somehow remedy this?
My intention is extremely important to me, it's like life or death to me, and I would be really devastated if I have spoiled my chances because of this.
Thanks in advance.