I'd love to help, but I can't do anything e cpet face to face yet, I'm kinda new still. But here's some advise. When getting a reading, try to look for free offers because you might get scammed for money, and secondly, a reading isn't always right. You see, it goes like this. Without life, the future would be set and absolute, but for each life there was and is, changes are made due to the free will of life which changes then future. A reading will hint at the most possible course based on the focus of the reader and his or her ability to let energy flow through his or her medium( cards etc.). I'm not saying to not trust it, I'm just saying if u get a reading, don't 100% bank on it. I hope it works out for you.
As previously stated, very few members on this website will do a reading for you. I recommend looking towards the advertisement section and maybe posting there to see if you get a response from someone. Keep in mind that there are many that are up just for the money and could scam you, just be careful who you get a reading from and try to look into their past history with people they have read just to make sure. I wish you luck!