Hello, I have been struggling to keep people I care about in my life for long. They usually end up leaving me, disappearing, committing suicide, get sick and die, murdered and recently I started pushing them away.
This can also be because of my insecurities or personality or lack there of.
Only people who don't seem to go away is my family members. Especially my mother.
Can anyone please give me their take on this,I'm scared to meet new people, because it always ends the same. either they want nothing to do with me or they love me but the above happens. is it just me or could there be something more and something else to blame?