I don't want to give over my birth name in these occult forums or anything to do with my instincts or premonitions
I have been struggling as a human being since I were very young, understanding the concept of the world and the people who surround me now, and those who have been taken away from me.
When I was 10 I found a book of my mothers called spells for teenage witches which intrigued me into my early year seven days. I had to use a spell on teachers and some students after I started the school because I was being bullied
horrendously, so much that thinking about it almost teleports me back to the old school and I can feel the hate in the atmosphere as I walked along the hallways that caved in towards me. I could taste the disgust in the words that people would say to me. The tears like waterfalls continue to wetten my sodden face more than six years later.
This was the start of me knowing I was different.
As long as I can remember I have had dreams so lucid that I have woken from a dream in a dream in a dream . I would find my mum or sister at my side holding me In these nightmares not being able to stop me feeling so frightened.
The point of me telling you all this is because I am hoping to find out that I am not the only one on this planet who experiences these things. I hope to gradually learn my true self.
I am also a listener. If you ever want to just talk to me about anything on your mind then I am always able to do this because I know how much courage it takes to ask for help and not have people take you seriously enough.