Well the spell wasn't really grand, it didn't had a very complicated chant of ingredients. I was so angry and frustrated at that time. I had to throw away that anger because I know that'll mess me up more. So I focused on my anger, tried to put it in one place, But in my mind I was shouting and crying "I don't want to go back to school! I would never go back to school! Please don't make me go back!" yeah things like that.
I was so angry and embarrassed that time maybe those emotions acted as the energy source and made my little wish a spell, a messed up spell. But still a little part of me is thankful that it worked, but seriously I lost my job now I'm still sick as hell. Moral lesson of the day: "Be careful what you wish for"