Ok while meditating I asked the universe for my spiritual guide and I saw a women in clothing of that you would see in Greece or Rome etc with a golden flower crown around her head looking very majestic, I did not ask her any questions unfortunately as I got distracted from my meditation.
So on another meditation, I was mediating and I was visualizing floating in space. I asked the univers what god or goddess to align with and the name Athena popped into my head before I could even finish the sentence without any hesitation. I was not thinking of her at all and I never really was attached to her prior, it was a completly like random answer. After looking up Athena I noticed her traits are very similar to that of mine and It makes sense to me now why I would align with her. She also looked very similar to the person I saw in my first mediation,except Athena has dark hair in most of the pictures online, though I did not ask if she were my higher self/spiritual guide is it possible that Athena could be my higher self or spiritual guide?