I lost my father last year and ever since I was 7 years old I have been dealing with constant trauma. Unfortunately mostly family related.It feels like the universe keeps throwing me under the bus and I have absolutely barely any luck. I was recently diagnosed by a doctor with Schizophrenia, Bipolar, Post Traumatic Stress, Chronic Depression and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I don't think I'm crazy...I think I am broken and I need to realign my spirit, cleanse SERIOUSLY cleanse myself of all the bad juju. I've tried sea salt soaks, smudging, crystal healing... and I feel like nothing is working. What am I doing wrong? I need a spell to help but I need a really strong one or some other suggestions to help me finally get through this and use my past as light to grow. I know I cannot move forward while looking back. Please help!