I need help I didn't know where to put this, so here goes, I have been though a lot and I need help no one around me understands my family and my friends I feel like I am at a dead end and that maybe I should give up, I love my religion but the people around me make me feel unaccepted and blocked out, like I have no place. I go on here to help make me feel better but since my school coven found out they have been calling me fake i know I know have two members but it still hurts. is there anyway anyone can help me to feel better like though a spell or something you do that just take stress away.
I'm a newbie so I can't offer you any help with spells but as a mother with adult children I can tell you that high school can be a very difficult time, no matter what your beliefs are. I know it feels grueling while you are in the midst of it but in the overall scheme of life, high school doesn't last that long and those "friends" that are giving you a hard time now probably won't even be in your life after you graduate.
Keep your head held high and don't allow the negativity of others to bring you down. This is your life. You should live it the way you feel is right, not they way someone else thinks you should live it. If they don't like it, don't discuss it with them.
As for a way to take away stress. I suggest a cup of hot Chamomile tea then go for a long walk. It works for me.
Well Azula Wolfe, I say don't let them get to you. Rumors are like empathy, the emotions only get through if you let them in. Shut them out and there is no way they can get in. In high school, people do mean stuff like that and when they look back at it they'll feel really bad, especially since their resentment is not justified. High school is like a television drama, think about it as if you are an observer (your higher self) in this emotional range nothing can bring you down. Also, in high school when bad stuff happened I remained calm as if I didn't know and still remained kind. The rumors should then die down because people begin to feel ashamed.
Tough but the best advice I can give you is be yourself. True, a little subtlty and secrecy doesn't hurt especially in high school, but be who you are and don't listen to other people because they don't matter. It's hard [I know] but in life you need to grow a shell to deflect taunting and negativity.
I don't exactly know your problem, but meditate, center/ground yourself and yes, prayer to help you find the answer. I don't understand why your coven turned against you though, that's what confuses me the most, but you don't need a coven, this path is personal so you can learn on your own. Some people feel held back in covens.
In kind of a lone wolf by nature so what others say dont bother me (and since when people make fun of me they dont get anything exept a blue eye if they tuch my frends and family while maiking fun of me (while I am a lone wolf but those few who matter to me I protect with all my might) so they just dont anymore) but whenever I feal said or mad I eighter go to nature or go one a bike ride, because being in a environment that I enjoy with no destructions halpes me mellow aot and think, I personaly prefer it over meditation but both would work wonders when healing down